It takes a village

One year ago today Emelyn started attending ABC’s of ABA. Over the course of this past year, we’ve seen tremendous growth and development. Here are the notable areas we’ve seen:

Self-feeding: Emelyn can feed herself with her fingers, as well as using utensils. It’s not always pretty, but she certainly is proud of herself.

"You want me to use my fingers. I don't think so,
I'm way too sophisticated for that."

Communication: Emelyn still doesn’t have words, but she’s on her way to using an iPad to communicate her needs. She’s also using sign language to say “all done” and “more.” Words may be in her future as her speech therapist is encouraged by the “m” sounds she’s been making.

Walking: Emelyn still requires support, either with a walker, gait trainer, or hand-holding, to walk, but we can honestly say she’s closer than ever to walking independently. When Emelyn started at ABC’s we were lucky to get more than a few steps out of her without her plopping down in protest. ABC’s walks her every single day and collaborates with her physical therapist to be sure they’re using the right techniques to promote independence. Just this week Emelyn has started trying to take steps on her own. We’ve only seen two or so steps at a time, but the fact that she’s wanting to do it is extremely encouraging because what Emelyn wants, Emelyn does.

Watch out, this girl is on a mission.

Fine motor: Emelyn just recently started clapping her hands. She’s also getting the hang of pointing using her index finger. While still inconsistent, she can wave when she wants to as well.

Receptive language: Emelyn’s vocabulary of words she understands has grown tremendously. She’s even following some two-step instructions. She points to our nose, mouth, eyes, ears, and chin. I’m convinced she understands even more than we realize.

Engagement/eye contact: We constantly hear from folks, “I can’t get over how much progress Emelyn is making.” Usually what folks are referring to isn’t her improved mobility or receptive language, it’s her ability to interact with the world. Truly, she’s a completely different child this July versus last July. I remember going to a restaurant with friends last summer and Emelyn stared off into the ceiling mesmerized by the ceiling fans. Despite attempts to get her attention, she remained locked in her own world just staring. This was a frequent occurrence, but not anymore. When we attend church, Emelyn engages with those around us. She holds hands, smiles and giggles, makes eye contact, and responds to her name. Now if we could just get her to refrain from giggling through the prayers.

Head control: A year ago it was not uncommon to see Emelyn’s head fall back several times a minute. This is a major challenge to getting her walking. However, her head control has increased drastically this past year, likely due to her increased walking at ABC’s. As her head control improves, so too does her ability to keep her balance. She still has progress to make before her balance will be at a place where walking is possible, but she’s closer than ever.

Finger chewing: Emelyn, like many of the other DDX3X gals, is a finger chewer. It’s mainly a sensory issue. When Emelyn started at ABC’s we were using a “no-no” which is a brace that prevents her from bending her arm at the elbow. This was an effective way of keeping her finger out of her mouth, but it wasn’t ideal for developing motor skills, especially fine motor skills. We’ve started noticing over the past six months a significant decrease in her finger chewing. In fact, it’s been months since she’s worn her no-no. We do occasionally see an increase in finger chewing, but she’s now easily redirected to other tasks as opposed to mindlessly chewing her finger.

One redirect we've found for finger chewing
is to hand Emelyn a car with wheels she can spin.

Sensory issues: In addition to the decline in finger chewing, we’ve also seen an increase in Emelyn’s tolerance for having her teeth brushed. What used to be a battle is now a fairly effortless task. This was especially helpful when Emelyn went to the dentist for the first time back in January and again yesterday. She was extremely cooperative. Emelyn’s also a teeth grinder and that’s another area we’ve seen decrease tremendously. It’s almost rare for her to grind her teeth now.

Potty training: A year ago I would have never dreamed Emelyn would be in the potty training process, but sure enough, she’s successfully using the potty several times a day. We still have a long road ahead of us, but we’re on the road and that’s pretty exciting.

A proper dismount: Just a few months ago when Emelyn wanted to get off the bed or couch, she just went for it, often head first. There was no consideration for how she went about dismounting, she just went. We’re now seeing her very intentionally turn herself around to go feet first off of furniture and her bed. While it’s a physical skill to execute, it’s a cognitive skill to plan and we think the combination is a pretty big deal.

This is Emelyn's morning sleepyhead look.

Attention span and tantrums: With Emelyn’s new awareness of the world around her we’ve also noticed her attention span has increased. This has helped with tantrums and other escape behaviors. It’s not to say we don’t still have some outbursts, but to some extent, those are to be expected with a non-verbal child. In general, she’s just a happier kid.

Being a sister: This one is probably the greatest of all. Before starting at ABC’s Emelyn paid very little attention to Aubrey. Every so often she might acknowledge Aubrey, but it was inconsistent at best. It was especially hard to watch Aubrey try to engage Emelyn and get little to no reaction. That has completely changed. Emelyn watches Aubrey, laughs at Aubrey, and even plays with Aubrey. With the addition of Hattie, we’ve seen Emelyn quickly form a bond with her new baby sister too. I know this new connection will likely bring on sibling rivalry in the future, but that’s a welcome result of sibling engagement.

It’s been an eye-opening experience reflecting on this past year. We are beyond grateful to ABC’s for believing in our little Emmy. They know she’s far more capable than any assessment or test shows. They see her potential even when we can’t. We’re eagerly anticipating what Emelyn will accomplish in her next year with the loving and caring folks at ABC’s. We’re also so very grateful to the care providers, therapists, grandparents, and others who work with Emelyn on all these new and emerging skills. It’s super cliché, but it seriously takes a village.

One happy middle child.

Reflecting on 2016

Everyone I talk to tells me the same thing, “2016 has been such a busy year.” Our family is right there with you. And for that reason you’ll have to excuse my lack of posts this year. While it’s been hard to take the time to create posts, we have found time to be very grateful for our family, especially our sweet Emelyn. Here are just a few things we’ll be giving thanks for as we reflect on Emelyn in 2016:

School: Emelyn continues to make tremendous progress at her new school where she has been since July. I can’t tell you how grateful we are to have found this school. The goals they are working towards each day are truly meaningful to Emelyn’s development and independence. For example, Emelyn is more willing than ever to walk with support, likely because her goals at school include walking in her gait trainer three times a day for seven minutes each time. Once she becomes more stable, which will come with practice, she’ll be walking more independently in the near future. We’ve also seen Emelyn’s ability to feed herself, follow instructions, and make meaningful contact with the world around her improve as a result of the goals they are working towards at her school.

Care team: I joke regularly that Emelyn has an entourage. She has therapists, teachers, care providers, doctors, case workers, and more. Each one of them love and adore her and are constantly plotting with us to be sure we’re doing the best to help her progress towards independence. When Emelyn switched schools her old care provider, Jean, had to find a new position that offered full-time hours. While we were sad to see her go, we were grateful we’ve been able to keep a close relationship with Jean. They now see each other weekly and get to hang out on the weekends about twice a month. It took us a long time to find Jean, but to our surprise finding her replacement was oddly simple. Patience began with us in August and had worked with Emelyn in the infant room at the daycare she went to before it became clear daycare wasn’t a good fit for Emelyn. They’ve picked up right where they left off and buzz around town from school to PT, OT, speech, hippotheraphy, and swim therapy. We’re grateful to have such incredible people as part of “Team Emmy.”

Health: For some children with DDX3X there are sometimes significant health issues that come along with the diagnosis, including seizures, heart problems, eye issues, and more. We’re very grateful that these continue on our radar to look out for, but not a reality for Emelyn. This fall Emelyn had an inpatient EEG (known as an SMU) at UVA. She was a champ as you can see. She looked more like she was at the spa than having 20+ leads glued and then unglued from her head over the course of 24 hours. The test told us that while Emelyn’s brain waves are not typical, there are no signs of seizures. She also had an eye exam that raised no red flags.

Community: Just this weekend I had the opportunity to attend my work Christmas party for our foster parents, adoptive parents, and sponsored residential providers. I brought both girls with me and within minutes of walking in the door was approached by a woman who promptly greeted Emelyn by name. I had never met this woman in my life, but she knew Emelyn. Turns out one of her foster children attended hippotherapy at Healing Strides and she saw Emelyn each week. She asked if it was okay that she had added Emelyn to her church’s prayer list. I, of course, was more than grateful to her and her church for their prayers. And then it happened again, another woman, this time an adoptive parent, approached us. She said when her family walked in her son immediately said, “Look mom, it’s Emelyn!” They attend physical therapy together. In just two hours, with these two families, I was reminded that there is a community of people out there who love Emelyn and pray for her—people who we don’t even know. There are probably a few of you reading this blog right now who we do not know, but know we’re grateful that you are a part of Emelyn’s community.

Church: 2016 has brought a change for us on Sunday mornings. We were sporadic at best when it came to our church attendance, but this year we’ve made church a priority as a family. Just last week Emelyn was doing her normal chatting and giggling during the service, so Patrick got up with her to step outside. One of the church members, an usher that specific Sunday, told him, “Don’t you ever think she’s a bother to anyone. Everyone in this church loves that little girl.” And I truly believe that. There are countless couples and families at our church who cheer Emelyn on as she walks into church, but my favorite are the children who get the biggest thrill out of getting her to smile and giggle.  

Friends: This blog isn’t the only thing that’s been neglected this year. Between work, the girls, working on my masters, the pregnancy, building a house, and moving twice in one year, I haven’t been the best at keeping in touch. That being said, every time I do get a chance to catch up with friends the first topic of conversation is typically Emelyn. Both Patrick and I are grateful to our friends for asking about Emelyn and not growing bored of our constant talk of Emelyn and her progress.

Family: It truly takes a village to raise a child…with or without special needs. If it were not for our family we’d all be a bit frazzled in the Snead household. Our parents chip in to get our girls to and from school each day, watch them on weekends when we need to do school work or work on the house, and feed us when one of us is playing single parent on occasion. Our extended family is only a call away and ready to chip in too when our parents aren’t available.

Diagnosis: Receiving the DDX3X diagnosis for Emelyn last year connected us with so many other families who understand what it’s like to walk in our shoes. Twice this year we’ve had the opportunity to connect in person with some of these wonderful families. We traveled to Chicago back in April, then to Pennsylvania in October. We also did some fundraising this summer and raised $1,700 for the DDX3X Foundation to support research. If you were one of the folks who donated please know how grateful we are for your contribution.

Siblings: Yes, you read that correctly, that’s plural. Aubrey and Emelyn will welcome a new little brother or sister next month. Aubrey’s an amazing sister to Emelyn and we figured, why not add another super sibling to “Team Emmy.” Life in 2017 may get a little busier, but we’re grateful to fill our home with even more love.

As our family looks back at 2016 we’re grateful to have you as a part of our journey and as part of “Team Emmy.” Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!